Donation?

I was about to post things that has been running in my head these few days. But I decided not to after I read my previous post. Why would I bother typing my thoughts here when Allah knows what I'm going through? Why would anybody else care? What's the point of telling you? Would you even care? Forget it. I don't even want to know. If this silence is the best, then be it. Cos I don't know what else to do other than just to wait. Insya'allah I can keep myself strong enough and go through all these with my exams haunting me. I should just keep silent. As mentioned: "Speak only when your words are beautiful, otherwise, just be silent."

Okay, stop it Casebella. Stop. Maybe I should let Mama confiscate my lappy again just like how I did last two years. My hands are always so itchy!! Cut them off and I'll donate them off.

Talking about donating, I just realise I'm not blood O. I'm B!! And it's one of the rare type. I was actually born with type O but I have no idea why it changed. Got to know about this when I donated my blood last year in school. And they have been spamming me messages that they are in need of blood B type cos they are running low of it. Which means I'm B right? Haha.

Anyway, I'm planning to donate again since they need my blood! Sometimes I'm worried that I gave too much blood away because since my syncope occurs often.   I know, almost everyone has it but not everyone will go through it everyday. I feel like I'm so weak! But I'm not! I know I'm strong. Meh. Whatever.

And oh, I actually planned this since young that if I were to die young or old, I want to donate any part of my organs to the hospital. I'm not sure how this gonna work or what process I need to go through. Whatever it is, I want to do so.

I have been thinking a lot about donating to the society these days. Must be because of Ramadhan. Alhamdullilah. But deeds not words. I don't want to just say and plan, I really want to execute them. Insya'allah.

I should stop now. I need to study before my hands and eyes get itchy and before my mind forms stories which I don't wish to visualise.

Assalamualaikum. Peace may be upon you.

Hadith of the day:

Those who have faith and do righteous deed, they are the best creatures. (Surah al-Bayyinah)