When?

When the time is right, When the moon is full, When the stars shines and when your heart is ready. Why must I go through so many to find the right one? When will my fate comes? When can I see and feel the true love? Why must I undergo all the shits that end up making my heart breaks. What if I've made a sinful decision that I will never be myself again? How?? Why can't go just give us the right one straight away?? Oh God, save me!!