You heard her story, you see her countenance, but you don't know the inner truth. Her views, her say, she limits it all 'cos there's always secrets to life.

Sunday, September 11, 2011


I'm finally back from the long day out to my relatives house on my dad's side. Well, initially the plan was to go as a family, however, Abah said that he was lazy and that he wanted to stay at home to finish up the leftover mess. So eventually, due to my insists, I went with Firman to follow Jujud(one of my youngest uncle on my dad side) and went to several houses, about 6-8 houses, if I'm not wrong. Well, the reason why I insisted to go was because I do not want my relatives to have the perception that my family do not want to visit them anymore. So it's better to have a representative from my family to visit them rather than not visiting them at all. So yeah. We did. I realized that I really have a lot of relatives, just that I didn't know for all these years. We went all around Singapore from Jurong to Bukit Batok to Bukit Merah and to Chua Chu Kang. Thank god Cik Man drove us around. Okay, I do not want to prolong about my day today, 'cos I'm really lerthagic. I had a morning run today at 6am with Firdaus. It has really been a long time since I jogged. My body ached totally from hands to abs to thighs and feet. See! Gain too much calories already. And tomorrow will be another long day because I'm going jalan raya with my secondary school mates. So, I've got to sleep pretty soon cos I'm really tired. And I do not want to add in those layers of the eye bag and the dark circles. But before that, I'm going to share something, which I've been thinking for quite some time.

For the past 3-4 months, something triggered me. Maybe it's due to the publications that I've seen in Facebook. It might have somehow influence me. Seeing those changes that my friends had made totally stumped me and kept me thinking. From the person I know know years ago, to the current situation. They've changed. But this change, is to a better. I guess. So what is it? You must be wondering. Well, I'm actually wondering and have been thinking a lot of wearing a hijab. I've yet to seek from my parents, but I've asked from several of my friends. Some said that if I'm not ready, then don't wear. And they said some negative things which might cause me not to wear it anymore. I have never been consulted by any of my friends to tell me to wear it. and give me good feedbacks. Well the thing is that, I really don't need any consultation on this, right? It's pretty much, my choice. If I'm ready and sincerely want to wear, then why not? After all, it provides a good, I mean its totally an optimistic action. So that has really kept me thinking. I think I'm going to ask Mama about this and Insya'allah, she will guide me along.

Lastly, after reading my friend's blog on hadiths, I'm convinced and that I wished to post the wonderful Hadiths that I've read. From now on, Insya'allah, after every post I will quote one hadith for you guys, readers of my blog. As for today, this is for all women:

Chapter 3 : Evils behind Unnecessary Socialising of Unveiled Women Narrated by Ibn Mas'ud: Allah's Apostle said: “(Unveiled) woman is a cause of corruption. Once she goes out Satan beautifies her in the eyes of men (to seduce her as well as them). At her home, she is the closest (to the face) of her Lord.”


Dear readers, those Islam women, I encourage you to visit these sited rather than watching unnecessary stuffs on the social networking sites or any other sites. What I can say is that, I've once commit a sin, or probably I've got sins, so as you, no one is born to be perfect. However, one day, sooner or later, Allah will open your heart to make you realize that you're living in this world under His hands and control and that one day, you will realize your mistakes and that He will forgive your sins and lead you to the right path.

Goodnight all and will talk about my day tomorrow, Insya'allah. :)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I really support your decision on wearing hijjab :)