Not So Fated

The fact is, you started it. You deleted the photos. And now what? Call me a hypocrite? I don't get you either. You think it's easy to let the past just breeze through my hands and forgetting about what had happened in March? Yeah Dude! Basically I can't. 'Cos nothing is never easy for me. Well if you think I'm a hypocrite, then be it. I don't care less 'cos I don't want to care what you think anymore. You've gone way too far although things aren't real. The reason why I deleted you off is because it just hurt me seeing all your post stating things which I didn't wish to see. Yeah, it was my fault for having this fidgety fingers of mine, but what can I do about it? Basically I CAN'T! But partly, it was because of these fingers that I realize you decided to abandon the past,or maybe officially change your target to a new "special someone". What about the "Sorry"? I wonder, really wonder. Or was my reply was untrue the other time? Was I really fine when you asked me? And yeah, frankly, I bottled up all the tears every single time when it hurts. You just don;t know that all the littlest things you've said or done can cause a teardrop. Well, I just waste it all.